Sunday, June 5, 2011

Musings on Relationship to Place

Even though place is fundamental to everything in our daily life, our collective and personal mythologies around place are often unconscious. First step is to get in touch with our values is to notice our decisions. A former UCSC student told me the price to ‘stay on’ in Santa Cruz after graduation was in the arena self-image. For her, it meant buying clothes from the Thrift Store instead of Banana Republic. “Keep Santa Cruz Weird,” as a motto gives a certain kind of permission.

How do you define place? Is it connected to experience in the past or a vision of the future? Is it rated on usefulness at the time? Is it geological, historical or emotionally tied to stories of personal mythology? What is the charge of the place you are living in now? How does it reflect your inner life? Is this place a stop-over or is it the container for a life? Does it challenge your daily values?

Traditional Japanese wisdom says that you don’t choose place, it chooses you. Many people that I have talked to in Taos, New Mexico would agree, as they each have a story of how they were chosen.  What does it mean to be chosen by place? Is there something specific that you need to do in that place? When place is done with d you do you have to move on? Can one be between places or in no place? What is the difference between place, land and landscape for you?


Lucy Lippard, art critic, curator and author, distinguishes between the intimacy of a lived-in landscape, which becomes place, and landscape seen from a single static point of view. She calls the latter a set of surfaces, a backdrop in the viewing. This is interesting in that the genre of landscape painting fits this definition quite literally. So often landscape paintings feels like a scene devoid of content, intimacy, without a component of heart or time. Although landscape, still life and nude models are used as an exercise in learning about space, color and technique of the materials, it has often served underlying themes of ownership and/or objectification.

Not only does this view of place call into question our fundamental relationship to nature, but also our relationship to our selves and each other. Art history demonstrates social trends of attitudes toward women through representation of the female figure, as it at the same time depicts the desire to conquer or romanticize the earth. Indigenous cultures, traditionally integrated with nature, create their mythology from the land. Group cohesion, coherence and sustainability are directly connected to their relationship to the land. Our depiction of the land often demonstrates alienation, expressing materialistic and sentimental values.

Karl Marx in Kapital, talks about labor being the mediator between nature and culture, “countryside” forms a barrier between “civilization” and “wilderness.” Mircea Eliade maintains that the “sacred” is an element in the structure of consciousness, not a stage in the history of consciousness.” The archetypal forms and patterns of the human psyche then are mirrored in the world of nature and how we perceive it. For me that resonance is the sacred organizing principle of life.


The idea of that where humans meet nature is a buffer zone, suggests that landscape is where what we control meets what we want to control, which underscores the ‘not belongingness’ that we have created. The liminal is that space in-between, a place of transition and transformation. It can be confused with the marginal, which is the projections and shadows that we don’t own, but see in others. Examples of the marginalized are criminals, homeless, insane, handicapped, aged or anyone viewed as not-me. The liminal is the edge that is evolving, sometimes over laps with the marginal.

How does this relate to your relationship to place? Most of the places we interact with daily have been designed for the expediency and profit of business. Perhaps that is why the current interest in feng shui,the Chinese brand of geomancy. We are desperate to be actively involved with where we live, if not in the design of place, then the energetics. This may also explain widespread interest to indigenous ritual, healing and world view's which find personal meaning in nature.

Visual artist, musicians and performers are exploring relationship to nature, place, and each other in more innovative and creative ways with interdisciplinary and multimedia which invite participation. Those in the arts have been interested for a long time in the question of relationship to place? People in general are looking for new perspectives on daily life which includes a healthy function of the cultural arts. Touring Europe as an extension of Disneyland is no longer satisfying.  People want a different relationship to things and places which demands new ways of perceiving the world.

How we perceive ourselves in our place of being has tremendous room for creativity. Just as each of us is being called to become aware of the myths that sponsor our lives, we are also being called to create, as artist, our relationship to the world we live in. Begin with your awareness as to what place means to you and how it expresses your values.

Suzie Gablik writes, “a central aspect of new paradigm thinking involves a significant shift from objects to relationships… the emerging new paradigm reflects a will to participate socially… There is the aesthetic perspective orienting us to the making of objects, the ecological perspective connects art to its integrative role in the larger whole and the web of relationships in which art exists. A new emphasis falls on community and the environment rather than on individual achievement and accomplishment…”

Most of the neuroses and the vacuum of meaning from which we suffer result from an isolation of the ego-mind from the archetypal unconscious according to Carl Jung. Art as meaning making is a collective involvement in a cultural activity which nurtures, sustains and renews a society, involving everyone. Our immediate challenge is to reveal the sacredness within our everyday lives, to maintain connection to and care of soul.               Majio

Sunday, May 22, 2011

DREAMING into the LAND, 5 Day Residency, Questa, New Mexico June 21-25 2011



Great Spirit of the East, Place of the rising Sun, Who counts the years of our lives! and the opportunities of each day. Strengthen us that we may not neglect our gifts, nor the hopes of each day and the hopes of each year.



Great Spirit of the South, whose warm breath of compassion melts the ice that gathers round our hearts, whose fragrance speaks of warm days, kindle our love into growth of true and living realities. Teach us that who is truly strong is also kind, wise, tempers justice with mercy, courage with compassion. 


Great Spirit of the West, the land of the setting Sun, with Your soaring mountains and free, wide rolling prairies, bless us with knowledge of the peace which follows effort of striving and the freedom which emits like a flowing robe in the winds of a well-lived life. Teach us that the end is better than the beginning and that the setting sun is glorious and our lives not lived in vain.


 Great Spirit of the North, who brings wisdom with age and time Bringing the waters of the air Who covers the Earth with a sparkling crystal above whose deep tranquility every sound is beautiful. Temper us with strength to withstand the biting blizzards yet make us thankful for the beauty which follows and lies deep over the warm Earth in its wake.




 
Great Spirit of the heaven, above, in the days infinite light and amid the countless stars of the night remind us that you are vast that you are beautiful and majestic beyond all of our knowing or understanding but also that you are no further from us than the tilting upwards of our heads and the raising of our eyes.

 Great Spirit of Mother Earth beneath our feet Master of metals, Germinator of seeds and the Storer of the Earth's resources, help us to give thanks Always for Your present bounty.









Great Spirit of our souls within, burning in our heart's desire and in our innermost aspirations, speak to us now and always so that we may be aware of our greatness and goodness of spirit, This gift of life and be worthy of happiness Our priceless privilege of living.











Innvocation of Seven Sacred Directions

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Potty Training or How to Change Paradigms for the Evolution of the Planet

         
What, I call the Japanese Diaper Trick is useful for changing habits. I discovered in Japanese while potty training our daughter. It is one of those things that is incredibly obvious when it is spelled out, but much trauma and shame is traditionally connected to the process, which reflects how we treat, not just our children, but ourselves

You begin with a child whom you think is ready to potty train; You say to the child: “Tell me when you notice that you have gone in your diaper.” It is mentioned casually and when the child does, you respond with praise; “You are so smart. You know that your diaper is wet. Do you want to have it changed?” If she does, fine, if not then, later. As the child is ready, she or he eventually comes and tells you that the diaper is soiled. 

After a week or so when that is going well, you say, “Lets see if you can tell when you are going in your diaper!” And again, no pressure, just responding with acknowledgment; “Good for you, you can feel when you are peeing.” Let them experience the process, praising her and giving her the option to change out of the used diaper when she wants to.

The last step is to say to the child; “Lets see if you can tell me before you go in your diaper. Your body is pushing out what you don’t need and you might be able to feel it before it happens” Then again, it is important to just respond with feed back; “Wow, you could feel it. Your body is telling you something is going to happen before you can see it..” And you let her go in the diaper, don’t rush her off to the toilet, let her practice noticing what her body feels like before it needs to eliminate. When she gets comfortable with that you ask; “Oh so you can feel that you are going to pee, do you want to take off your diaper and go in the toilet?” She has become aware of body function, and now has a choice.

Many of you may have experienced the challenge and frustration of the battle between a thoroughly ingrained habit and desire for change. This is an example of the Transcendent Principle which Einstein refers to when he said that, “A problem cannot be solved on the level in which it is created.”  It requires a new perspective to be recognized, which offers a new choice, resulting in a higher value, raising the bar on how I see myself and my responsibility.

How many of you are familiar with the word paradigm? Can you define it? Or give an example? One way to talk about it is to say that it is a matrix in which we are embedded. It is like the proverbial fish in water. Just as the fish cannot separate himself from the water, it is hard for us to see the belief with which we are identified. Often you must somehow get out of a paradigm to discern it.

I would like to appeal to your imagination. Take a moment to imagine yourself back, deep in the middle ages, in European Christiandom. You live in a small village with thatched roofs, rutted roads, where no one you know has traveled more than 30 kilometers from your village and lived to tell about it. You picture yourself on a flat world plane at the center of the Universe. Metaphorically and literally the matrix belief, amplified by the church, is that if you go too far, you will fall off. That fear of falling off the edge follows you into your nighttime dreams in which you tumble regularly into oblivion, waking before you land.

Most of the population lives in filth, illness, early death and hard labor. You would be hard pressed to come up with another workable model. You might look to the landholders or those better off than yourself, but on closer look they are certainly not exempt from accidents, disease, human foibles and death. Let us say you are a bright lad or lass and have heard some talk that astronomers say there is an entirely different picture of the cosmos than what you have always imagined. Let say that you are standing now looking out to sea, trying to image a different shape to the earth. You have noticed the round sun and moon, you have observed that the sailing boats seem to disappear from the bottom up as they go towards the horizon, but it is hard to imagine too many new elements at one time. Then you look down and see an ant making its way along the surface of a large rounded bolder. This gives you pause to consider that what if the scale of the earth was much larger than you thought. From the ant’s point of view, his little patch is flat, as it is for you. Bingo, an idea, which begins the possibility of new model, which will challenge all your constructs of thinking.

Let us come back to our time, when quantum physics is having the same effect on us now, as astronomy did on the Middle Ages. Most of us do not fear stepping off the edge of the known world literally, but I sense in my self a belief just as crippling. It is the mind construct of polarity. It echoes the ancient cosmology of heaven and hell; good/bad, right/wrong, win/loose. These metaphors are inherent in our language and our thinking. We have created a world of duality which is so inclusive that it is almost impossible to imagine another continuum.

I want to share a personal experience I had in regard to a relationship, which broke apart a paradigm in a moment, but however, is taking years to realize a new one. I remember it so clearly, because it was a time when our country was entering yet another war, so the question as to why we keep creating war was on my mind.

I am standing before someone that I had loved for a long time, in fact I still love him, but I cannot access that at this moment. I am hurt, feeling abandoned and betrayed. I am in a deep trance of my history, my childhood, reliving similar experiences. I look for evidence of how this person in front of me is wrong, and I find it. Standing in front of him, I do not see him, or hear him, The dazed person in front of me is also reliving his past. Neither one of us is present.As I stand there, a thought slips in sideways; if I look at this one I have been so closed to without seeing him, NO WONDER WE HAVE WARS!

This is enough to break the trance and bring me back to present time; in a flash I know that I have created this entire story. In this moment of realization I sense my alienation from him, is really alienation from myself. I feel a choice, that I did not have seconds before. He somehow miraculously witnesses my shift, which at first lowers his defenses. Then I see him go into confusion. In his acute discomfort, he turns to flee, but then looks at me. We smiles in some bizarre recognition, as if we were both caught in a joke. It is a life-changing event that allows space for a new paradigm to develop for both of us; to live life differently, make new decisions.

Since that time I have not had the luxury of enemies, I have found unequivocally that my charged reaction to a situation or someone is 90% -100% my projections. This is not the end though, having these realizations does not mean it is an automatic shift. It takes awareness for old habit and beliefs to be made conscious. We are all learning at this time, how we have fouled our nest. It is time for us to potty train, which the parents among us know, can be a challenge. The Japanese Diaper Trick is a strategy that is supportive for changing old belief habits that no longer serve, but it only works if you are lovingly self accepting all along the way.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Group Show: EDGE, Art on the Westside

 R. Blitzer Gallery May 6-29th, 2011
 450 Natural Bridges Dr. Santa Cruz, CA
OPENING RECEPTION: First Friday, May 6th, 6-9 PM
ARTISTS' RECEPTION: Saturday, May 21st, 4-8 PM
$5 donation requested. A majority of proceeds will be donated to MAH's children's education programs.

GALLERY HOURS: MON-FRI 9AM-noon; 2-5PM & SAT-SUN 11AM-5PM 

ARTIST STATEMENT

Hermit's Hand

If the subconscious takes up about 99.9% of the mind on a day when we are fairly clear, recording all of the past and source of most of our fears, desires, dreams and decisions, then it makes sense to be in conscious dialogue with that part of us which is below our level of consciousness. For me the creative process is about meaning making; not in an analytical sense, but mythically and poetic. Similar to nighttime dreams, it informs my world. My paintings begin in a fluid relaxed state of presence and only later, as in dream work, do symbols and metaphors begin to inform the journey.


Right now, my subconscious is apparently filled with a metallic shine. Perhaps it expresses the alchemic process of transforming lead, or excrement in Jungian terms, to gold. Turning loss, struggle with daily survival and failure into renewed commitment to life purpose is a metaphor present in most of our lives at this time. It took me some time to recognize the two archetypes which appeared on the gold fields of my two larger paintings. Even with their separate feminine and masculine energy, they are androgynous. The Hierophant and the Hermit have come to work in partnership together in my life for the first time.


Hand of Hierophant

The Hierophant, represents the inner guide, student/teacher, who accesses information for herself. Her totem, the swan, is an ancient symbol which bridges new realms and new powers. Swan totem carries energy of the child: mystic and dreamer, who use beauty medicine as power. The painted figure is feminine, but has a strong seat of masculine energy.


Partnered energetically, for me, with this Inner Guide is the Hermit: seeker who holds the power to fulfill one’s self. He is self acceptance and self love. His leaning forward listening to spirit or to the object above the hand disguises his age. Into the Hermit painting, before I knew that owls were connected to the Hermit came a Barn Owl, symbolizing wisdom, prophecy, and willingness to keep silent. Together these figures create an alliance and example for me of how to be in the world at this time; trusting inner guidance to bridge to the needed new models that are being called forth.

Hands of Hierophant and Hermit’s Hands: two small, two-sided paintings on wood explored further the imagery of the large paintings. Hands are a symbol in my work of interaction with the inner and outer worlds: giving blessings, using energy and materials and handling the world. Hierophant’s Swan Amulet/Race Car Driver, two-sided painting goes with the Hierophant painting, but not necessarily hung together.

Detail of Owl Rattle in holder

BIO:

Although my formal academic and studio art education includes the California University system, Naropa Institute and studies in France and Spain, I feel my serious studies began grinding calligraphy ink at Daitokuji Temple in Kyoto, Japan. With apprenticeships in ceramics, papermaking, and extensive study in the traditional cultural arts for twelve years, I began to perceive my relationship to Western Art and to use creative process as personal practice. Painting, for me, links imagination to personal and collective healing, reflection, integration, and community vision building. Just as poetry at best expresses truth beyond everyday language, images also can introduce a greater reality. My aspiration is for my art is to be an integral part of my daily life, a tool for navigation and communication with myself and others.




Sunday, March 20, 2011

PAINTING into AWARENESS through EMBODIMENT, PARADOX & EXPERIMENTATION, New Mexico Summer 2010

 Notes From Workshop

This particular workshop is designed to encourage us to experience new frontiers in our personal creative arena, as a journey, not making a product. You are released in this moment of the expectation that you will produce something to carry home with you. It is about developing skills and perceptions that are sometimes hard to realize in the world that exists around our process. We enter into this safe and supportive collective as an opportunity to release the dominate voice that runs how we approach process. Like myself I bet you often don’t realize how deep a rut is until you climb out.

In my training at the Marin Institute for Projective Dreamwork, Jeremy Taylor spoke about an archetypal dynamic that we all have the opportunity to face numerous times in our lives. He uses the metaphor of life as finding our way through the forest. There always comes the time when the Captain who has been leading the expedition successfully up until now must step to the back of the line because she is leading us around in circles and everyone knows it. If the Captain archetype has been intuitive then she needs to hand the helm to the rational navigator and visa verso. It is often the least valued part of us who must now lead. This could be the ratty flea bitten stray dog that trails behind, even though the Captain kicks him and harangues the cook for giving him scraps. Like in nighttime dreams all those in the expedition are parts of our self.
Often the new part that must step forward is a part of our self that we don’t recognize. This part will show up in our dreams as the shadow: teenage hoodlums, terrorist or unconscious blond. They also appear in our charged reaction to others we name inconsiderate, irresponsible, arrogant, goody-two-shoes or free spirits. These are all parts that we have disowned in our selves. So there comes a time when the lowly of lows is the only guide that works to find our way out of the woods. Often at the Y in the road, it doesn’t matter which fork we take. But there is a time when one choice takes us to the high path while the other leads us back to the same choice in the midst of a different content.

 

The one-capable-of-leading the expedition ‘out of the woods’ is our fully embodied instinctive intelligence. This part is connected to making changes through the vertical rather than making ‘good-time’ in the horizontal that goes nowhere. She works out of the box and may not step forward unless severely pressed. An example is in the book, Mutant Message Down Under, when Marlo Morgan, on a walk-about with Aborigines, is informed that it is her turn to guide the group to the next water source. She has no experience in this and knows they are set to follow her wherever she leads. Their life is in her hands. Somehow eventually she does find the water. To lead takes awareness of all the senses, physical and beyond. And it takes ability to hold an expansive whole systems mind beyond ambiguity, dichotomy, and paradox. It takes developed confusion endurance. In this workshop to support our guides to find higher ground we will experiment with and cultivate various modes of being in relation to our painting process. 



Thursday, March 3, 2011

The studio move is complete! New Studio is Up

In the wildness I forgot to publish this.

New studio first Painting Circle
Anavami Center has moved from Chanticleer Ave. to 2581 Mission St. Extension. Good bye to that sweet dream studio: upstairs, carpeted, windows viewing the rising and setting sun, moon, planets, stars and local fireworks with garden below.

Boxed up to move.
It is time to move from the last traces of rural Santa Cruz to industrial lands of Westside Santa Cruz to create a new dream amongst the constant sound of carpenters to the sides and iron worker across the way with their various choices of music. Yet it is a creative hive of artists whom I admired and have been following for years. It was a blessing brought to me by Lila Klapman. We are sharing the space and if you do not know her work you might want to come by for a look at her her bronze sculptures and new paintings.
With carpeting

Through Felicite, Santa Cruz Free Cycle and Laura's help with truck we have managed to get the studio carpeted so that we can work on the floor and even roll around it we like. Cozy in exactly the right description with 30' ceilings, but it changes the the acoustics and makes it warmer.

In May there will be a show at R.Blitzer Gallery, featuring artist from the Westside of Santa Cruz organized by Lila Klapman and Barbara Downs.

Last Saturday in March there will be a free preview of the Painting Circle Process. Contact anavami@cruzio.com to register.